This book is a diary that follows the birth of awareness and growth of empathic abilities. With these abilities, sexual experiences take on a double exposure quality, whereby the sensations of the partners are experienced and shared. At first, the sensations expand the heights of pleasure. The death of a friend opens the door to metaphysical insights. As the abilities expand, control of them becomes more difficult, until the unwanted empathic input from others overpowers the ability.to filter them out. Only through the assistance of close friends is disaster averted. Through careful teaching, the abilities to sense and feel the emotions and sensation of others is taught and passed on.