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Niki Brown's joy is found in the rushing rivers of Colorado. It is found in the golden, autumn leaves, sparkling upon the stillness of the lakes, as she and her daughters ride their horses along the trails. It is found in the innocence of her grandchildren as they open to butterflies, bees, and snowflakes. This is her first book: a true story about love that can never be lost. Niki's unfathomable strength, the love of a supportive family, a relentless desire for answers and a deep spiritual awareness result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound and comforting insights that Seth offers to her from the other side.
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The Child I Lost Found Me
A Mother's Journey to Communicate with Her Departed Son
by Niki Brown and Seth Brown

Overview


"The Child I Lost Found Me: A Mother's Journey to Communicate with Her Departed Son" is a roller coaster ride through space, time, heaven, earth, hell, and different dimensions – all masterfully woven together by the thread of eternal love. If you've ever lost a loved one, especially a child, or if you've ever struggled with someone who feels tortured by inner voices, this book will give you hope, inspiration, and a sense of greater purpose for all of life – the dark, the light, and everything in between. You won't want to put it down.
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Description


This raw, vulnerable, and beautifully written book has its roots in a tragedy that would understandably turn anyone's world upside down: the death of a child; in this case, Niki's son Seth. Niki's unfathomable strength, the love of a supportive family, a relentless desire for answers and a deep spiritual awareness result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound and comforting insights that Seth offers to her from the other side. This book is an essential read for anyone who is trying to make sense of life and the afterlife, especially those who are struggling with the loss of a loved one. "Your homeland is love," Seth tells his mother from the other side. That is made crystal clear, as it is love that transcends time and space and keeps the communication alive between them.
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Overview


"The Child I Lost Found Me: A Mother's Journey to Communicate with Her Departed Son" is a roller coaster ride through space, time, heaven, earth, hell, and different dimensions – all masterfully woven together by the thread of eternal love. If you've ever lost a loved one, especially a child, or if you've ever struggled with someone who feels tortured by inner voices, this book will give you hope, inspiration, and a sense of greater purpose for all of life – the dark, the light, and everything in between. You won't want to put it down.

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Description


This raw, vulnerable, and beautifully written book has its roots in a tragedy that would understandably turn anyone's world upside down: the death of a child; in this case, Niki's son Seth. Niki's unfathomable strength, the love of a supportive family, a relentless desire for answers and a deep spiritual awareness result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound and comforting insights that Seth offers to her from the other side. This book is an essential read for anyone who is trying to make sense of life and the afterlife, especially those who are struggling with the loss of a loved one. "Your homeland is love," Seth tells his mother from the other side. That is made crystal clear, as it is love that transcends time and space and keeps the communication alive between them.

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Book details

Genre:SELF-HELP

Subgenre:Death, Grief, Bereavement

Language:English

Pages:436

eBook ISBN:9781667874852

Paperback ISBN:9781667874845


Overview


"The Child I Lost Found Me: A Mother's Journey to Communicate with Her Departed Son" is a roller coaster ride through space, time, heaven, earth, hell, and different dimensions – all masterfully woven together by the thread of eternal love. If you've ever lost a loved one, especially a child, or if you've ever struggled with someone who feels tortured by inner voices, this book will give you hope, inspiration, and a sense of greater purpose for all of life – the dark, the light, and everything in between. You won't want to put it down.

Read more

Description


This raw, vulnerable, and beautifully written book has its roots in a tragedy that would understandably turn anyone's world upside down: the death of a child; in this case, Niki's son Seth. Niki's unfathomable strength, the love of a supportive family, a relentless desire for answers and a deep spiritual awareness result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound and comforting insights that Seth offers to her from the other side. This book is an essential read for anyone who is trying to make sense of life and the afterlife, especially those who are struggling with the loss of a loved one. "Your homeland is love," Seth tells his mother from the other side. That is made crystal clear, as it is love that transcends time and space and keeps the communication alive between them.

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About the author


Niki Brown's joy is found in the rushing rivers of Colorado. It is found in the golden, autumn leaves, sparkling upon the stillness of the lakes, as she and her daughters ride their horses along the trails. It is found in the innocence of her grandchildren as they open to butterflies, bees, and snowflakes. This is her first book: a true story about love that can never be lost. Niki's unfathomable strength, the love of a supportive family, a relentless desire for answers and a deep spiritual awareness result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound and comforting insights that Seth offers to her from the other side.

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Karen
Awe inspiring and extra ordinary Niki’s book is one that is quite extraordinary. The way she courageously tells her whole story and lets her truth shine through in collaboration with her son, Seth, is nothing short of awe-inspiring. It is one thing to walk through deep suffering, it is another to bravely share one’s story with the world in hope to illuminate realities that often go unspoken about. Everything about her book felt kindred to the realities I have experienced when engaging the spiritual world. This world that is all around us to help us, lift us up, and answer those questions we have hidden deep in our hearts. Though her story includes heartbreak, she also delicately shares the ways that light and love and hope always win in the end. If you want a book that will open the eyes of your heart, I couldn’t recommend her book more! Read more
Chris
A Great Book and Journey This truly outstanding book immediately engulfs you into the worldwide journey of a loving and protective mother. Niki Brown, a loving mother, sensed that something was bothering her baby Seth as he was unusually quiet from the time he was born but he developed into an a caring brother to his two sisters and younger brother. He was a talented student, artist and musician but he began to be haunted with voices that seemed to be in charge. Some of the voices were from past lives. Nike with the help of her husband, other children literally went to the ends of the earth to help her son Seth deal with these issues. After his sudden death, her son Seth reached out to her and her family to let them know he was OK and finally at peace. This amazing account will keep you turning the pages and includes the outreach and artwork from her son Seth, in the afterlife. That outreach has brought comfort to her and her family. I encourage you to buy and read this book as it will give you a path with an open mind to reach out to a departed family member. I highly recommend this book. As a father whose son died within the last year, I am so grateful to Nike Brown and her son Seth who helped helped me deal with the sudden loss of my loving son. Read more
jennifer
the child I lost found me A fascinating book. It shows how we are all interconnected through many lifetimes. Seth shows us from heaven that we are never alone or lost from the ones we love. It was a page turner for me..I really enjoyed it. Read more
D
Fabulous and Enlightening! I received this book as a gift, and WOW! It's amazing, what this mother and son went through - and yes, heartbreaking. But then the heartbreak opens up to the perspective of Heaven, and we understand that we never die. We understand that we live forever, and we go on adventuring and learning. We understand that love is eternal, and eternally delicious! I especially Love all the ways Seth continues to connect with his family, by bringing unexpected things to them. I love Seth's humor and wisdom. You will LOVE this book! Read more