"The Child I Lost Found Me: A Mother's Journey to Communicate with Her Departed Son" is a roller coaster ride through space, time, heaven, earth, hell, and different dimensions – all masterfully woven together by the thread of eternal love. If you've ever lost a loved one, especially a child, or if you've ever struggled with someone who feels tortured by inner voices, this book will give you hope, inspiration, and a sense of greater purpose for all of life – the dark, the light, and everything in between. You won't want to put it down.

This raw, vulnerable, and beautifully written book has its roots in a tragedy that would understandably turn anyone's world upside down: the death of a child; in this case, Niki's son Seth. Niki's unfathomable strength, the love of a supportive family, a relentless desire for answers and a deep spiritual awareness result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound and comforting insights that Seth offers to her from the other side. This book is an essential read for anyone who is trying to make sense of life and the afterlife, especially those who are struggling with the loss of a loved one. "Your homeland is love," Seth tells his mother from the other side. That is made crystal clear, as it is love that transcends time and space and keeps the communication alive between them.

Niki Brown's joy is found in the rushing rivers of Colorado. It is found in the golden, autumn leaves, sparkling upon the stillness of the lakes, as she and her daughters ride their horses along the trails. It is found in the innocence of her grandchildren as they open to butterflies, bees, and snowflakes. This is her first book: a true story about love that can never be lost. Niki's unfathomable strength, the love of a supportive family, a relentless desire for answers and a deep spiritual awareness result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound and comforting insights that Seth offers to her from the other side.