I Thought It Was Normal

This is a faith based book that exposes just some of the many deceptions that are in the minds of Yehovah's people and we are not even aware of it. Yeshua Himself had to wake me up from my sleep and take me on a long, agonizing, and most difficult journey to learn how I had been born into falsehood when all the while I thought I was serving The Heavenly Father with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength - just to find out I was serving Satan himself in almost every area of my life. We are not the type of bride that The Heavenly Father can send His Son, Yeshua, back for. We are supposed to be a bride without spot or wrinkle and we have no idea that our whole body is sick from the top of our heads to the souls of our feet there is no soundness in us because we have inherited nothing but lies from our forefathers. We've been taught so many false ways straight from the pit of hell and Yeshua is on a mission to show us what these untruths are, to bring us out of them, before His return.

Satan has been trying to kill me since the day I was exiting my mother's womb. My entire life I have heard Yehovah speaking to me clearly and I thought it was normal. It was not until I was about 40 years old that I realized this was not a normal thing at all. Supernatural events have always manifested all around me - but they have really escalated since 2011 when Yeshua Himself was sent on a mission from The Father to wake me up from my spiritual slumber. I was praise and worship leader in my church, then I transitioned into full time youth group pastor. I was very involved in my church and thought I was serving Yehovah with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength. Come to find out, I was actually following the kingdom of darkness in almost every area of my life. I considered myself a very loving, giving, honest, decent, Godly person who was thoroughly devoted to my Creator. But when Yeshua came to wake me up He equated me to the harlot Gomer in the bible. I was devastated and had no idea how Yeshua saw me as a harlot. Yeshua even told me the words, 'satan can not cast out satan' becuase I seemed to have no power over a tiny little demon. I did not understand what was happening, but I had the Best Teacher in the entire world. Yeshua stood by me day in and day out and was very patient with me as He showed me where I was in error, how I was in error, and what access this gave to satan to kill, steal, and destroy me. Yeshua led me through HIS Word so that I may come to know HIM and see the IMPOSTER - Satan - for who he is and what he does. Yeshua began opening up His Word to me like never before and showing me where we had all gone astray. I knew we were not to walk after our flesh but only walk after The Spirit, but I had no idea what this meant exactly. I was about to learn all of this. My prayer is that whoever picks up this book to read it, will be transformed by the renewing of your mind by the Power of The Holy Spirit and that your life will never be the same again. But that you will repent from your wrong directions and begin walking in the power, authority, and dominion Yeshua died to give us. My prayer is for you all to begin walking in blessing through your obedience and break every curse off your life from walking in your former ways of disobedience.

As a young child, I have always heard from The Heavenly Father, and I thought it was normal. It was not until I was 40 years old that I began opening up about my life experiences with people and found that my supernatural life was not at all normal. In 2011 Yeshua was sent by The Father to awaken me to start teaching me about HIMSELF AND THE FATHER. I had no idea just how far off I was actually walking in my 'Christian' life. Yeshua had to walk beside me and train me on how to fight spiritual warfare and how to close doors that I had opened to the kingdom of darkness through my ignorance of The True Word. Yeshua had to show me that I thought I was serving HIM with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength, when I was actually the 'imposter bride' serving Satan in every area of my life. I had to learn that the traditions we are all born into and brought up observing are displeasing to The Heavenly Father and that they lead us down a path of destruction. The days of our ignorance is over and Yah is now requiring that all mankind Teshuvah and repent because He is done winking at our ignorance. I learned why I was not walking in blessings and that more abundant life that Yeshua died to give us. I had to learn why I was the tail and not the head and why I was always beneath and not above. I had to learn why every weapon satan formed against me did prosper when The Word said it can not. I had to learn why the kingdom of darkness seemed to rule over me when I was supposed to now have all power, authority, and dominion over them. I needed to learn that these promises are all conditional based on our 'Fatihfulness' to our Heavenly Father through our Yeshua Messiah. Then I had to learn how man's ways are not faithful at all to our Creator. It is only living Yah's Ways that will bring about all the blessed promises in HIS WORD. Following 'closely' in Yeshua's footsteps is the only way that the gates of Hades will stop prevailing in our lives and in this world. Once I learned each Truth, I had the responsibility to decide whether to repent and go Abba's Way or refuse and continue to head down my own path of death, hell, and destruction. The choice is ours and straight is the way and narrow and constricting is the gate that leads to life AND FEW THERE BE THAT FIND IT. I have come to the place that I do not care what The Truth is. I just want to know ALL TRUTH and be led out of every false and destructive way.