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  • Genre:FICTION
  • SubGenre:Historical / General
  • Language:English
  • Pages:255
  • eBook ISBN:9781450093224

The Rushing

Manbaby and the Crooked Road to the Big Time

by Don Alberts

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"The tough sub-culture of drugs and the ´60´s and the jazz experience.” “And now it flows, the trickle of conscious participation as rivers flow to the cold pristine mix of the sea, and as the earth bleeds openly for brother and son, so goes the madness, so goes the war un-won, so goes the man undone, and so goes the Rushing.” “The love of life propelled by music and the mounting struggle with self control and addiction, the inner conflict of the heart and the tempting pangs of oblivion.” Into the catacombs, the dark desperation of the heroin addict, Louis Parker, assailed by a power beyond his control never lost site of his dream, believing that no matter what he would somehow find his way, find the path that would lead him back to the music and playing jazz. The inspiring story of the tough underground of drugs and jazz music in the 60´s and the “Crooked Road to the Big Time.” Through the depths of heroin addiction and jazz music one man made it back and survived. Find out how he did it.


Book Review- Drug addiction afflicted many creative artists in the 1960s, a decade fraught with violence and unrest. A fertile period for immense talent to grow and a time of intellectual pondering and forceful criticism of established institutions, this difficult point in our history bridged the gap between conservative convention centered on old-fashioned traditions and liberal experimentation to ease the pain of perceived mistakes at home and abroad. The greatest innovators, especially in the fine arts, fell into a pattern of substance abuse, and some lost their lives. No profession was hit harder than the music industry. From the tiniest nightclubs to the largest entertainment venues, dangerous mind-altering drugs changed the lives of those who lived through their harrowing ordeal. The Rushing is the gritty, down-to-earth story of Louis Parker, a jazz musician battling heroin addiction. Set in northern California, this gripping tale is an account of his personal and professional experiences, the ups and downs of winning and losing his fight, seeking rehabilitation and then succumbing to the temptation of that “rush” once again. Presented in a confessional style, this well-executed, first-person novel is a confidential, behind-the-scenes look at a gifted man’s struggle to overcome his life-threatening fixation. Don Alberts based this mesmerizing story on the time he played piano at Bop City in San Francisco during the 1960s. While employed by Jimbo Edwards, Alberts stayed up until dawn immersed in the jazz night life. The startling realism found in The Rushing can be attributed to this period, which also inspired A Diary of the Underdogs: Jazz in the 1960’s in San Francisco, a social and historical work with interviews. He studied with concert pianist Thomas Ryan, majoring in music composition and English at San Jose State College. A musician throughout his life, Alberts wrote ten volumes of original jazz compositions, five of which won awards from the American Society of Composers, Authors, and Publishers. He’s taught at the Jazz School in Berkeley and continues to play at clubs in San Francisco. Along with six CDs he recorded with his own groups, he’s written fiction and poetry. Straightforward and meticulous, Alberts details the procedures, the sensations, even the tastes and the odors that pervade the world of Louis Parker and his addicted companions, drawing the reader into this frightening realm. He leaves nothing to the imagination in his blow-by-blow description of the brutal episodes of withdrawal, overdose, and fatality, where staying alive is a fight. Julia Ann Charpentier ForeWord Clarion Review

Kirkus Review 

The Rushing 

Manbaby and the Crooked Road to the Big Time

By Don Alberts

Alberts’ debut novel tells a story based on the true journeys of jazz artists and junkies in the 1960s.

During a period of grand experimentation with drugs and music, San Francisco jazz piano prodigy Louis Parker yearns to share the spotlight with such greats as John Coltrane, Miles Davis and Chet Baker. To be more like his heroes, he experiments with “the narcotic state” to achieve the precision, sensitivity and focus he hears in the “thick rhythmic delight of jazz.” Like them, he falls prey to addiction, confusing the excitement that floods his body when he plays music with the rushing sensation caused by injecting “the elegant toxic poison” into his bloodstream. Although the narrator claims that life’s purpose is to seek out the “mystic glue” of friendship, Louis’s sights are always on the next drug score—and a little bit of intimate companionship when the nod is over. His associates, some real and well known, Janis Joplin makes a cameo—and some not quite there, are mostly “dope fiends.” Louis tries to get high from morning glory seeds, and uses meth, pot, LSD, PCP, MDA and other drugs, but nothing quells Louis’ “hurt-the-deep, sealed-up loneliness” as heroin does. Despite Louis’ repeated attempts at getting clean and harrowing stints in the justice systems of Oregon and California—as well as Gestalt therapy sessions—Louis, like his heroes, ultimately yields to a last temptation.  

Alberts sometimes channels a spontaneous poetry worthy of Kerouac’s best, and his narrative, full of confusing, hazy, blood-spattered recollections and imaginary characters, recalls the writings of Burroughs.

That said, the novel switches gears erratically from first-person to third-person points of view as the various drug induced states of mind speak their own language. Early on, Louis repeats the word, “exalted,” when he refers to his desire to be one of them, and 204 pages later, Louis receives his “chance to be exalted.”A scattered, Beat-inspired novel featuring the best-laid schemes of jazz clubs and frenzied fixes gone awry- as Louis Parker ultimately, in a heroic foray, finds his way back to the music. K. Bantilan   

About the author

Author Biography DON ALBERTS BIOGRAPHY A jazz musician through most of his life, Don took up writing soon after leaving San Jose State College where he studied with concert pianist Thomas Ryan and majored in music composition and English. His early works of writing were inspired by writers Ken Kesey and Neal Cassady with whom he toured for a short time on the Joy Bus, and the work of Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg, Charles Bukowski, Henry Miller, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Ernest Hemingway, Pablo Neruda, Billy Collins, Herman Hesse, Tom Wolfe and others. Ultimately, writing and music became his bittersweet joy. He continued to develop his skills spending more and more time writing, and playing music at night. In 1990, under the pen name Whitney Louis, he completed his first full-length novel, Beyond the Grand Matoeba. It is a wild outdoor adventure involving a young sheriff with a personal vendetta. With the experience of writing Beyond the Grand Matoeba, which consumed thirteen months of his life, he came to realize the dedication and responsibility required of an author and also the passion. “Play Melancholy Baby,” originally titled “Frankie and Pauline,” a work of fiction, first appeared in a group of short stories submitted to a San Francisco editor in 1994 but never published. It has become one of the author’s favorites. It possesses the power to be a great motion picture in the hands of someone like Francis Coppola or Clint Eastwood. “Play Melancholy Baby” has raw power, a story that moves forcefully through scene after scene, pushed on by the seductive power of the characters and their dubious intent. The collection of short stories and poetry are now available at the Internet site www.lulu.com/donalberts. Small Unrested Desires also includes “Play Melancholy Baby” and five other significant short stories: “Bain,” “Walking on Heaven,” “Desolation,” “Mooney,” and “Sassa,” plus a list of Affirms. “Ancient Warrior, Selected Poems from 1995 to 2005” is also available. In the period of the 1960s, Don found himself embroiled in the after-hours jazz night life, employed by Jimbo Edwards at the famous Bop City in San Francisco, playing piano until dawn. Don has documented much of these times in his novel The Rushing, describing the life of a jazz musician. Much of this experience prompted a work of nonfiction, “A Diary of the Underdogs, Jazz in San Francisco in the 60’s,”a work of social and historical documentation accompanied with musician’s interviews. Don has written ten volumes of original jazz compositions. Volumes 5, 6, 7, 8, and 9 have won the ASCAP jazz composers award for 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013. Don has taught jazz composition at the Jazz School in Berkeley California and has published a course book. He has recorded six CDs with his own groups. All CDs are available at www.cdbaby.com. He now lives in San Bruno and frequently plays piano at clubs in San Francisco.