So Deep

A look at where I used to be, and who I was trying to be. I am a part of a family created by Allah blessed in trials and blessings beyond all that we can see. May Allah be pleased with us Aameen

This conversation in literature takes a journey of my PTSD of who I was, and who I was hoping to be but most of all fearful of what I could be and how I hold myself accountable in seeking Forgiveness for whatever is unbefitting. I truly tried to represent myself and my ideas which are in part fanciful ideas of what I think has happened, will happen, or did happen. Truly Allah knows and I do not, I am a slave of Allah, seeking refuge in Allah Alone.

Servant of Allah AlAla The Most High, may this be a blessing and a good deeds for me, truly Allah knows and I don't know whatever of I'll is from myself I'm sorry whatever of Good is from Allah SubhannahAllahuWaTa'Ala and I am grateful and seeking forgiveness often Aameen