Incomplete Diary of Good and Evil

Ten year-old Janie Webster sees a runaway inmate from the Traverse City State Hospital, thus starting a chain of events that lead her through the summer of 1946. In her goal to right injustices, Janie tries to stop her best friend Eddie from being physically abused. When he disappears, Janie becomes determined to find him. During this search, she first becomes aware of adult bias and cultural stigmas. Janie struggles to understand adult decisions; including the slow shattering of her parent’s marriage, the impending lobotomy of her eighty year old neighbor, hypocrisy in members of a fundamentalist religion, a neighbor’s domestic violence episode, a pedophile, and clandestine teen sexual encounter. Janie attempts to reconcile the vast difference in what adults say, and what they actually do when they think no one is looking. These experiences lead Janie to search for meaning in her overtly racist and classist post war, religiously hypocritical, mid-west community.

Living one-half block from a state hospital for the mentally ill during 1946 Post-World War II, keeps Janie Webster busy trying to figure out nearly everyone. Especially the adults in her life. From runaway inmates to recovering patients, ten year old Janie is intent on rescuing people. Things do not always go in her favor. Janie’s parent’s marriage is disintegrating. Her father cannot find work due to his avoidance of the military during the war. Additionally, Janie’s parents disagree on the existence of God, leaving Janie torn in two. Her manic-depressive neighbor works hard to convince Janie that there is only one path to Heaven and to God. When his wife disappears, Janie believes he is innocent and tries to intervene. While things begin to fall apart in Janie’s world, things seem to improve in her best friend Eddie’s. Steve, the church janitor, offers Eddie the opportunity to compete in a Soap Box Derby. Shy, physically abused, and socially awkward Eddie, begins to blossom building his own derby car and working with Steve. Eddie shines in the competition, but disappears the following day. Janie becomes obsessed with finding him. She is certain he did not run away, as his foster parents insist. As the police investigate, Janie becomes more and more aware of police partiality as they label Eddie nothing but a troubled runaway. She comes to believe the police see Eddie as just a poor kid in foster care, and it is more convenient to dismiss his vanishing then to actually find him. In her search for answers about the heaven and the after life, Janie sneaks into the vacant house of her recently deceased piano teacher. Intent on finding her teacher’s ghost, she stumbles into another life lesson. While crouching in the darkened stairwell, Janie inadvertently overhears an adolescent student in a sexual liaison. Moments later, Janie overhears the cruel abandonment of the same student by the partner. This event occurs as Janie is beginning to confront her own body’s sexual development and growth into womanhood. Janie also regularly visits Emily a mental institution resident. Emily’s mental health improves whereby she is now able to walk outside the hospital and obtain part-time work. During this time, Janie meets some local migrants and observes their culture. This experience allows Janie to more fully understand social prejudice and the meaning of class status. Janie’s budding maturity and greater self-confidence is strengthened by her growing awareness of “isms”, like the local country club sign “Gentiles Only”, the term “wetback”, and pervasive anti-Catholic sentiment. It is this budding personal resolve, along with another neighbors disappearance, that finally brings Janie to personally confront the police. During the summer of 1946, Janie Webster learns to rely on herself, find her own strengths, and to come to terms with the complicated nature of what it means to be an adult. Incomplete Diary of Good and Evil examines her journey.

Judith St. King is a Licensed Clinical Social Worker in both California and Michigan. She is director of Women’s Personal Growth & Therapy, P.C., in Okemos, Michigan. Currently she specializes in couples counseling, PTSD, and behavioral additions. Prior to her counseling career she practiced as a Registered Nurse. She wrote her first short story, a mystery, while in fourth grade. She acquired a GED after dropping out of high school at age fifteen. After that she went on to acquire a GED, three Master’s Degrees and a Ph.D. in psychology. She is recipient of Lansing Community college distinguished Alumni Award, 2006. As a child Judith St. King lived near a state hospital for the mentally ill and interacted with many residents, including Emily, a fictionalized character in her novel. She was moved to write the novel Incomplete Diary of Good and Evil from personal experiences with cultural bias and incompetency . Additionally, she has written Somehow I Found Myself in Her Bed. She has a cozy mystery, Trust Me, Never, soon to be published, as well as, a self-help book to help women recognize a potential abusive partner in advance of commitment.