Love hurts, Love feels good , Love is complicated . Love through words ,Love pure ,Love with no regrets. When I sell you a book you not just buying a book. You're buying my hearts track record of pain, destruction, but most of all TRUTH ..My love life was not always sweet.This book is full of unsweetened tea! This is  my heart's POETIC OBITUARY!!!!!!! But right before the dirt hit my HEART'S casket..My words RESURRECTED. ....POETRY FROM THE HEART.. ....POETIC DIARIES AMBIGUOUS LOVE

Walking the thick line between love and hate . Words of experience. Formally known only in my mind. Levels of loves emotional roller coaster . Wounds that hurt like hell. Damaged by the way I think . Suffocating yet breathing . Poetry that relates to loves most darkest times and most purest moments. Loving these men  may have been a little crucial to me, left me hurt, bruised, broken, and left for dead!!!!!!! BUT I SURVIVED

Niana Renee derived from her oldest two daughters name, grew up having issues with accepting herself. She suffered mental and physical abuse, but remained silent. The pain and agony led to close encounters with death. After becoming pregnant in middle school her self esteem took a devastating blow. Feelings of being unloved intensified her ability to cope with life, resulting in self-hatred. Everything changed after the birth of her first daughter at the age of fourteen. This led to her therapeutic rebirth, writing. After an abusive relationship her writing was the path to solitude and healing. Her short stories and poetry was unveiled to all. This led to epic performances at various venues from Carolina Creative Expressions Paint and Sips (Rock Hill, SC) More than Words Open Mic @ After Dark Jazz Cafe (Florence, SC) Soul Art Festivals (Florence, SC) and having a short spread in Florence Morning News . There will be more to come.